Sunday, May 24, 2020

In My Bubble

In my bubble, it's safe.
I live apart from the rest of the world,
So I'm not scared...
Yet.

In my bubble,
Life Seems Normal,
But then I look outside,
and it's not.

In my bubble,
I can be happier,
Yet a Glimpse of the
Outside World
Cases me to Mourn

In My Bubble
I can be innocent...
To the lives outside.

Tuesday, May 5, 2020

Breathe

It's Time to
Sit Back and
Close Your Eyes.
Stop Making Goals
That You Know
Won't be Achieved.
Close Your Eyes
Take a Breath,
It's Time You
Took Care of
Yourself, and Didn't
Pressure Yourself to
Be More than
You Can Be.

It's Time to
Remember how to 
Breathe In and
Out, Inhale and
Exhale, Feel Alive.

There's so Much 
More than Sitting
Around doing Nothing.

My Precious Darling
Please Remember to
Sit and Breathe
And Enjoy Life.
This isn't Forever,
It's Just for
Now, so Please
Don't be Harsh
and Remember to
Breathe Again.

Monday, May 4, 2020

The Good, The Bad

Sleeping In
What A Horrible Habit
To Fall Into.

Starting a Spanish Diary
What A Brilliant Idea
To Figure this Language Out.

Snapping at People
Why Have I Sunk
To this Miserable Low Place.

Writing More
It's a Small Bit of
Freedom, Yet Not Enough.

Lashing Out
Why Must I Hurt
Instead of Build Up Others.

Drawing Again
To Bring Peace and Control
Back Into My Life.

Hiding Away
I don't like Humans Anymore,
What's Happening to Me.

Reading More
I Forgot What Going On
A Journey In Distant Lands Was Like.

All in all,
I've become a Worse Person
And Yet I've Improved
There is a Positive, Yet
I Fear that the
Negatives Outweigh
The Positives.




death

I walked by the river today. It's been several years since I have done so. You should've been there, love.  I could hear the birds, ...